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The soles of my feet are black and all I can think about how hard it was to force a smile. As a child, dancing came easily to me and was one of the ways I could express my emotions, but it's hard to put on a smile when you feel like shit. I wish my brain would stop being like this. I am so tired.

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i dont want to seem like a downer always but like i don't like lying when people ask if im ok but im sure it gets annoying at some point for people to hear that im always depressed or sad cuz like tf can they do about it