wistful thinking

today i packed bc i leave for seattle tmr and i wont be able to sleep because i never can when im excited. i also watched mean girls with patti and my mom made fresh squeezed orange juice and pulao. i also have 4 tatts lined up (rip my bank acc) so hopefully i can go to the beach sometime this week b4 im healing. very excited for this upcoming month i hope i get a break and have a good time and feel alive and dont get covid again