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ive decided to not go home for winter break which means i won't be in California until next year. having some time and doing things i wished i did earlier has made me appreciate things about the bay, even though i hate it so much. I've realized i don't really hate the area and actually quite like it, just don't like the toxic culture/associate here with growing up here which was difficult bc immigrant parents etc etc.

started listening to lana again too