Education and the Life Worth Living

today is my last first day. i feel tired. its also so fucking weird that this my last first day of school, at least of my undergraduate career. it feels like i just got here. im ready to leave but im also not ready to move on.


some of my goals for this semester are to take public transit/to get to know new haven better. i also hope that im able to finish my thesis and stuff. i also want to prioritize relationships with people who care about me.

i think i need to work on my mental health so i can be present in conversations.

my hand is itchy. i hate the weather and getting so many bug bites.

my fit is trash today because i ran out of underwear so im wearing these shorts with built in underwear in them and a pad.

i think this class that im providing feedback for is probably going to be my most Yale™ class. im glad i was never here as a first year.

holy shit my hand is so itchy.

the past two weeks have been such a high social environment that i sort of forgot i have classes.