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Though I am enjoying my CNF class greatly, it still feels like school. I forgot that writing can be fun and cathartic; not that what I write for that class isn't, but old habits still die hard.
Lately, it's felt like [redacted] University didn't really happen-- just a blip in the mundaneness of life. Something really bad happened in 2020 and didn't stop-- I just got a minor "break" from it, and it wasn't really a break, either.
I've also been thinking a lot about loneliness. I'm not sure if I feel lonely these days, or just bored. It's probably a combination of both.
The next few weeks are going to be a slog. I can barely take care of myself right now, let alone 2 seniors and a dog.
I'm tired but I still applied for a promotion. Though I'll enjoy the work better, I'm afraid of what the hours might be because right now I can get away with not doing much, and getting paid well enough for it, which has been the break I have very much needed. Perhaps I am jumping into things too quickly, but who knows if I'll even get the new job in the first place. If it were up to me I'd spend my days sewing, playing Stardew, stretching, and sleeping.
Lately, it's felt like [redacted] University didn't really happen-- just a blip in the mundaneness of life. Something really bad happened in 2020 and didn't stop-- I just got a minor "break" from it, and it wasn't really a break, either.
I've also been thinking a lot about loneliness. I'm not sure if I feel lonely these days, or just bored. It's probably a combination of both.
The next few weeks are going to be a slog. I can barely take care of myself right now, let alone 2 seniors and a dog.
I'm tired but I still applied for a promotion. Though I'll enjoy the work better, I'm afraid of what the hours might be because right now I can get away with not doing much, and getting paid well enough for it, which has been the break I have very much needed. Perhaps I am jumping into things too quickly, but who knows if I'll even get the new job in the first place. If it were up to me I'd spend my days sewing, playing Stardew, stretching, and sleeping.
